The emergence of old names slipping onto the forum to say their final goodbyes, reminiscing and remembering the history of this hellhole has been a sight to see these last few days.
I don't think it's quite struck me yet, the fact that this is all going to be gone soon - that we'll never be able to post on these old forums again, and not too long after we won't even be able to look back on the archived posts. There's an odd sense of detachment, or maybe it's more a sense of surrealness since it doesn't really feel real. The roleplaying forum, for all its shaky history, has been something of a landmark in my mind for a good fifteen years at this point. Fucking hell, I first showed up here back in 2008, literally half my life ago. What a wild ride.
You know... For all that tensions have cooled and the elitist wars came to a close years ago, I don't think I ever apologized for my part in them. It was 'cool' to hate Alpha Base back in the day, to look down on the people who, to our eyes, looked like they were not even trying and flaunting their refusal to follow the rules, shaking up the community with a low effort series that nobody really understood with how dense and nonsensical it was. Thing is, in the end it was all just about having fun, and I'm pretty sure we were pissed because people on Alpha Base were having fun and we didn't like that the small posts and nonsensical plot was fun for people.
That's pretty dumb, to be honest. We were pretty dumb.
So while I certainly don't remember every name that took part on that series, we have the most infamous still here, a constant presence for a decade of our lives on this corner of the internet. Annie, I'd like to apologize for the ridicule you and the other people of Alpha Base use to receive on a daily basis. I can't speak for everyone, but it wasn't right of me to be so dismissive. I was a bit of a dick, probably more than a bit, and even if it was years ago it's only right I apologize to you properly. Sorry.
I am Inferi.
24-Jan-2024 02:12:27