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Because of Covid I've been keeping out of a lot of shops for safety and health reasons.
I kept going past a local pet shop I used a lot pre-covid and often taked to a guy who helped out in the shop. He was disabled and havent seen his mobility scooter in ages so while I was out yesterday I called in to the shop.
Asked the staff where Bob is and She told me he had passed on in January. I just filled up and walked away trying to hide the tears. Started talking to the parrots etc to calm down. It came as a huge shock as he was a guy I looked upto for all my gardeing needs. I used to work with him in an old Victorian Walled Garden for a long time and loved it. He was a great guy to work with and to know. He would have done anything for you.
I'm going to miss his happy smilling face in the pet shop when I go in for anything now. He was in there for years just helping out and to pass the time. It kept him active and busy.
So Bob R.I.P my friend. I'm going to miss you. Comprehensive Account Security
I kept going past a local pet shop I used a lot pre-covid and often taked to a guy who helped out in the shop. He was disabled and havent seen his mobility scooter in ages so while I was out yesterday I called in to the shop.
Asked the staff where Bob is and She told me he had passed on in January. I just filled up and walked away trying to hide the tears. Started talking to the parrots etc to calm down. It came as a huge shock as he was a guy I looked upto for all my gardeing needs. I used to work with him in an old Victorian Walled Garden for a long time and loved it. He was a great guy to work with and to know. He would have done anything for you.
I'm going to miss his happy smilling face in the pet shop when I go in for anything now. He was in there for years just helping out and to pass the time. It kept him active and busy.
So Bob R.I.P my friend. I'm going to miss you. Comprehensive Account Security
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08-Sep-2021 14:51:22
5th of may 2018 i lost my dad, he was only 53 and died because of circumstances i'd rather not mention, i could not mourn his death and still to this day i refuse to mourn him.
I do not know the exact reason for this, some family members tell me it is because i am scared to mourn but myself, i believe it is because he would have hated to see me suffer in that way and if he had to watch me winging and crying it would piss him off lol, so i stay strong for him.
I may have grieved a bit at 1st, idk if this is grieving but i used to get drunk and sit on my own speaking to him and begging him to show himself to me "idk, as a ghost i think" but he never did, i have stopped that now and just live life with the thought "life goes on"
What is really odd about that is a few years ago i lost a great friend in game who i had knew since almost day one but i had never met her irl "she was Canadian" and when i found out she passed, it broke me, i was a broken mess irl and here in game
Much love
Scouse - You think i'm big n hard but in reality, a dog turd on a hot day is harder
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I do not know the exact reason for this, some family members tell me it is because i am scared to mourn but myself, i believe it is because he would have hated to see me suffer in that way and if he had to watch me winging and crying it would piss him off lol, so i stay strong for him.
I may have grieved a bit at 1st, idk if this is grieving but i used to get drunk and sit on my own speaking to him and begging him to show himself to me "idk, as a ghost i think" but he never did, i have stopped that now and just live life with the thought "life goes on"
What is really odd about that is a few years ago i lost a great friend in game who i had knew since almost day one but i had never met her irl "she was Canadian" and when i found out she passed, it broke me, i was a broken mess irl and here in game
Much love
Scouse - You think i'm big n hard but in reality, a dog turd on a hot day is harder
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25-Sep-2021 02:03:34 - Last edited on 25-Sep-2021 02:19:34 by Scouse
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