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Reaper Ben

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Ah, well then if it's in you forgotten tales, I've read them. I think I've read every single one of your works now... At least the ones you've posted. Having said that, The Priceless 2?
Oh believe me, I can understand why you felt what you felt towards religion. =P I don't believe in religion, I believe in relationship.

30-May-2012 16:04:30

Englishkid62

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The Priceless 2 has its own special thread, a thread you often visit :P . I use '2' to distinguish it from the original version I had written when I first came to the forums. In the current version, characters are more fleshed out and descriptions are slightly clearer. I kept the original version in this thread though, since Caydock said he liked some features in there that I removed in the second version.
Glad you understand... I didn't think you would. Religion has taken my family (and therefore my chance to have peace) away from me, and every time I get hate mails warning me of hell I feel attacked and feel I need to retaliate, primarily by writing stories. I'm just a twisted and bitter individual that can never be happy and seeks pleasure from taking happiness from other people ... lol.

31-May-2012 10:05:15 - Last edited on 31-May-2012 10:05:41 by Englishkid62

Reaper Ben

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Ah, so "The Priceless" the thread that I am already talking to you on is "The Priceless 2". That makes a lot more sense =P. Speaking of Caydock, I miss him. He's bene gone for months now but I still bump his threads; although no one bothers to read them anymore... I wonder what he's up to.
See, using Hell to convert people goes against what my pastor teaches. It's goes against the principle of love. It's using fear to try and convert people, fear does not help it just raises fake believers who want nothing to do with what the Bible teaches. I'm really sorry that it has affected your relationship with your family.
Writing is the main way for writers to let out their emotions, so that's only normal. A teacher at the college I go said that if people would just write journals, there would never be a need for counselors. I don't believe you're twisted, I can understand bitter, but not twisted. Plus, you've never stolen happiness from me ;)

02-Jun-2012 22:58:53

Englishkid62

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Yeah, I locked the original thread 'The Priceless' when I rage quitted the forums a couple of years ago. It was in early 2009 I think. You probably weren't around then :P . Yeah, Caydock hasn't been around. Not sure what he's up to either. He no doubt would have gone on to live his life as he wished to live it. A lot of writers grow out of this place and move on but there's always a few (like me) that comes and goes. But I'm sure he'll appreciate your bumps if/when he returns :)
I think the preaching Hell idea is the principle of saving lives, and they are willing to do whatever to save these lives, even if it means fear. That of course also involves creating scary plays for 12 year olds... but I think to them a fake believer is better than no believer at all.
Lol, I write so many stories and I still see a counsellor. ****ellor responds to everything that goes on every day though, but stories for me expresses something larger and perhaps a string of circumstances. For example, I can write Brotherly Love ranting about religious people, but I can't write Brotherly Love to express how much I hate this religious person who sent this hate mail to me early this morning. Counsellor can help me deal with this emotion... does that make sense?
Oh and believe me, writing depressing stories is just one way of taking happiness from other people without them knowing :P

03-Jun-2012 14:08:02

Reaper Ben

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2009... I was definitely on Runescape, but I'm not sure about the forums...Let me check. Aha! I was on the forums then, I think I even joined earlier than that, but there no way of telling. The furthest post I could find goes back to the 24th of August 2009. But I had been on the forums a long time when I posted that post. (Maybe like a couple of months or a year) Man my grammer was horrible back then... Now I still make mistakes, but it's mostly commas and the such. Caydock... XD I remember how I met him! He defended me when people trolled one of my "Quest Suggestions". The quest was completely lame but Caydock was really nice to me!
He's the one that told me about you too! Although I've probably told you the story a couple of times. =P
I see what you mean, but then again, are you saved if you say you are just because people forced you to say so? Scary plays for 12 year olds?
I see what you mean. Maybe you should try journaling along side of all of that, it could help. I personally don't keep a journal myself, but I've heard it's good for a person to let out all of your emotions even if it's just on a piece of paper.
I guess, but I don't think you've stolen happiness from me. =P

03-Jun-2012 15:48:27 - Last edited on 03-Jun-2012 23:58:11 by Reaper Ben

Englishkid62

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Yeah well, I rage quitted at around March/April 2009. Probably came back in February 2010 or something like that.
The quest suggestion story was not known to me :P . All I heard from Caydock was you two were having meaningful discussions while woodcutting and happened to be on the same side of a debate, a debate which I no doubt would have been on the opposite side of :P
Some people seemed to think that, as soon as you accept God as your saviour, you are automatically saved. That's all you need to do. And by scary plays I mean in documentaries where undercover reporters go into churches to see pastors creating plays for children in which they portray Abortion with for example, extreme horrific images and screams, or with same-gendered couplings with means to make them as undesirable and disgusting as possible in order to discourage people from becoming one of them.
Journals...do you mean a diary of some sort? I do keep it. I had one since I was 13. After about a year or so it degenerated into a descriptions of menial tasks because I fear it is being read. Emotional outlet that way is still fairly limited though. I prefer to see it as something to read on my death bed when no one else is around to entertain me.
Maybe not you then. Maybe just other people :P

04-Jun-2012 11:07:17

Reaper Ben

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Ah, had you raged quit because of all the negative feedback on your stories?
The quest idea was completely lame. =P It was a suggestion that there was a new "god" that appeared in Runescape. The three other "gods" though wanted it dead. Since it was still a youngling and a fellow "god" they could not kill it themselves, so they ask players to do their dirty work. People began trolling on the thread and Caydock just told them to leave me alone.
Woodcutting? A debate? Hum... I don't remember that. I do remember pvping with him, and slaying, but wooding... Seems vaguely familiar but I can't recall for sure. Maybe the debate was about my quest suggestion.
Well, yes and no. It's possible to lose your salvation, but no one can steal it from you; at least, that's what I believe. I've never heard of churches doing those kinds of things.
Yes, that's what I meant. Someone reading it? Ah, I'm sorry about that. I would hate it if people were reading my personal notes and thoughts. It would feel like an invasion of m privacy. :@
Other people? =(

05-Jun-2012 04:09:08

Englishkid62

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Nah, I rage quitted because this place depressed me. The elitism I described in The Noob (Prequel to The Priceless) is the reason. I could not stand the arrogance and how experienced writers were treating new writers.
Mmm, really not heard that story before. From what Caydock told me, he met you when you two were woodcutting and happened to be on the same side in a debate about same-gendered issues with another woodcutter, saying you met on similar ideology and during a deep and meaningful conversation. I replied to him that same-gendered issues really aren't very deep compared to the question about meaning of existence etc.
From my understanding, this is where the church was divided. Paul was it? Said one only has to believe. Or say they do. Someone else said one has to live the words and teachings too. Anyway, I think they are extreme evangelical churches that Youtube has plenty of documentaries about. Some things they do are absolutely shocking.
Lol, my mum read it sometimes during the early stages. I feel less wanting to fill out my thoughts but bore her with mundane events. Of course, there's always a lot of drama in my life so emotions will slip through sometimes.
Yup. I'm a leech :)

05-Jun-2012 13:28:03

Reaper Ben

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The elitism? That exactly what my older brother said writers were portraying on the forums when he read the comments people were posting on TNG. The fact that you hate it probably explains why you weren't so hard to talk and why you hate it when I think highly of you. =P
Haha! I just found the first thing you ever said to me! "Wow, Ruben, Ciao is probably not the only one you could possibly offend. A non-member posting QFCs is a little bit over the top in my opinion. While Ciao may not be as active on this thread as he'd like, it does, by no means, mean that any hopeful applicants are 'better off applying elsewhere'."
I can't quite recall that but it does sounds vaguely familiar. I was pretty sure we had met through either the quest thread or the clan we were both part of (Skilling4$). Not really deep compared to reason for existence?
The debate of who and what you need to do to be saved is still an ongoing one. There are so many thoughts on it, so many people arguing.
Ah, what you should do then it place your current journal as decoy where you put down your everyday boring activities, and start a new private journal that no one knows about.
A leech? Hum... I don't even remember Caydock being affected in a negative way by you! So many people that comment on your stories, nowadays, are positive!

05-Jun-2012 15:58:32

Englishkid62

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Well, I still hate it when people think highly of me :P . Nah, I don't necesarily 'hate' it. What people think of me is their own problem, not mine :P . I would define elitism as basing someone's work as an indication of that author being never able to write good stories and thus deny any form of friendly/constructive criticism that they would give to their friends or anyone else. I believe everyone, if they're willing to learn, deserves a chance. The attitude of TNG and indeed the forum at times really annoyed me.
Yes well, imagine someone posted on one of Caydock's stories as a bookmark promising to read it, and then someone else posted this, 'Hello! Caydock isn't around anymore so it's better off you read my story! Here is the QFC:......' Would you be annoyed? :)
Nope. I think same-gendered issues are real-life issues that we face everyday and affect things we do, but hardly a deep one to ponder years upon.
Nah, I'm really lazy. Writing one entry a day is stretching it, let alone two! But after talking, I have once again started writing down snippets of emotions because my mum's in Hong Kong and there's no way she can read it :)
Before Caydock came to this forum, he misspells every other word, uses !!!!!!! and ???? and speaks like a fun-loving 12-year-old who is incapable of being serious or sad. When he left he was the Head reviewer of TNG, a member of my old guild, a novelist of TNG, and every post he makes is a calculated and intelligent response. He assumes a polite profile but can also be quite hostile to spammers/haters etc. Of course, being there when he was first starting to write here, I quickly picked up these changes. I can't pinpoint and say me and my stories alone caused this change, but what my stories often do is give readers something sour to think about. People change when they're bitter and exposed to bitter thoughts that I often possess.

06-Jun-2012 13:23:50 - Last edited on 06-Jun-2012 13:25:24 by Englishkid62

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