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Reaper Ben

Reaper Ben

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Ah, I understand. I think I know exactly what you mean when you say you don't like it when authors look down on other authors. I'm really not talented when it comes to writing, so I had that done to me a lot... Especially by famous authors. You're pretty much the only one I connected with. Even Cozmic felt a little distant, although he's the second nicest one to me. I've talked to Dream and Chuck, and other authors but I always feel like they are judging me because I have no skill and they are extremely talented.
XD You've got a really good point! I'm pretty sure I would be really ticked off. But I really didn't mean any offense with my actions. I was on the thread alone for like 8 days, I just thought I would spare the guy the wait.
I guess you are right, it's not something you'd ponder on for days, but it is a pretty big deal, especially in our time.
Awesome! Not the fact that you have to hide it, but the fact that you've started writing a little again, personally I would really create a decoy. But then, that's just me... I would get paranoid and probably have several decoys and several hiding places.
Isn't that also caused by growing up and maturing?

07-Jun-2012 07:17:41

Englishkid62

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Talent... *cringe* Not the kind of word I'd use. Writing is a lot of work, and it is just that. One had to put the effort and time to yield results. Realising that and realising everyone has to start somewhere is I think what a lot of authors here missed.
Yup, I agree your intentions were good and my examples weren't the best at demonstrating that.
Yeah, I don't class that as a deep issue and so fundamentally my stories aren't 'deep stories' but are merely commentaries of modern social attitudes.
Mmm, paranoid you say? I really would like to meet this paranoid Ruben. He sounds a lot of fun ^^
That also is possible. Growing up tends to be a painful experience. For me, growing up means nothing but pain. I guess that might be true to a certain extent for others.

08-Jun-2012 16:53:01

Reaper Ben

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That's what the creative writing teacher had said, that it's mostly based on how long you've been doing it. However I don't think that I have the patience for that, I've tried to get better at it, but I just can't seem to communicate my thoughts well, nor do I know which thoughts I would want to communicate. And, it's hard for me to remember new words. I guess I'm just a tad lazy =P
My intentions were good, but my actions were flawed. You really have nothing to be sorry about! =P It was my fault, I would probably have reacted the same way if I had seen someone advertise on my friend's deadish thread.
I agree to some level. Your stories aren't deep, but they do cause people to think. And that's important on it's own. Someone stories are too deep and they "scare" people away, while yours are accesible and challenging.
XD You have no idea how paranoid I can get! I use to be in a constant state of paranoia, but it sucked all the life out of me, so I try to stay away from that side of myself now.
Growing up means leaving the fantasy behind and accepting responsibility... I'm just sorry that it meant so much pain for you =(

11-Jun-2012 04:22:18

Englishkid62

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Patience is a virtue :P . If you have the patience to be defeated at multiple games of chess, you'll have the patience to get good in writing. If it is merely the issue of translating thoughts into words (which I also struggle with), I would recommend maybe writing a letter to yourself or something like that. You have the freedom to craft your own thoughts and no one will read it. Subjects that matter to you will give the writing a sense of focus and you will be your own judge at the words you have written. Do you read at all? Sometimes reading how others shape their thoughts help too.
I guess. Although I did create the guild in the first place... lol.
Challenging for some, maybe :P . My stories have a definite stance on which they stand. While that is fine for my purposes at the time they were written (Anything to ***** out the seeds of hatred in the young minds that would later grow up to be the next generation of haters sending hate mails) I think I have changed in how I approach and use writing in general. For example, I no longer try to express a belief which I want others to accept. I write now because I seek solace in writing and explore what it means to live. So it's full of hypotheses and suppositions instead of having moral grounds.
Dunno why, but I thought meeting a paranoid Ruben in real life would be cute... :P
Oh, growing up means more to me. It means accepting things as they are, that wrongs in the past cannot be righted, that past friendships cannot be fixed, that whomever you loved must be kept in the dark, that life isn't worth living and probably never will be, that I can't keep my family from religion so they won't hate me, that peace with oneself can never be had, that I cannot forgive what horrible things people did to me, that I think I have lived way too long and all I wanted to do is stop this suffering. Life is a curse.
--Going back to the very first paragraph, the above is how I shaped my thoughts. Could have done better though.

11-Jun-2012 13:57:26 - Last edited on 11-Jun-2012 14:00:35 by Englishkid62

Reaper Ben

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Being defeated by a human is easy for me, being defeated by my own lack of knowledge is a lot harder. Writing a letter to myself? I have never heard that one before, but I can imagine how interesting it would be. The thing though, is that I want to write fantasy, how could I incorporate that into a letter to self? By pretending I'm in my fantasy world, communicating with the real me?
Books. =P I'm very picky when it comes to which books I read, so I have not read a lot, especially recently. I like "High Fantasy" which is the LOTR or ERAGON type. The only problem with that genre is that, this is the genre most beginner writers like to write and it's usually boring and predictable. I've ventured out of that realm a few times, I don't like reading science fiction, but I loved "The Three Musketeers". My top favorite book being, "Children of Hurin", it's a Tolkien book, but few people have read it.
Have you posted some of your new writings on the forums? Although I doubt you would, I think it would be interesting to see. Moral ground stories are good, but I think I would much rather read about hypothese and the such. Isn't that philosophy?
Cute? =P Slightly weird to be called that.
Past friendships cannot be mended? I believe in trying to get my friendships back, even if the other person hate me now. I've done my part my part in trying to rebuild a friendship I've lost, but the other party I believe holds a grudge against me, so that party isn't trying to rebuild our friendship. But that's irrelevant to me now, I've done my part, the ball is in their court. Whoever you love must be kept in the dark? What do you mean?
The rest of what you said can completely be solved with love. We probably have different meanings of what that words means, and I don't want to go into a debate again, as neither of us can convince the other, but I really wish you hadn't been confronted to religion, but to a personal relationship. There's so much pain and suffering in your words. =(

12-Jun-2012 16:17:47

Englishkid62

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Nope. I think that they can be quite the same :) . I think this maybe where our writing strategies differ. When I write I first think about what I'm trying to express and what I'm trying to evoke in a reader's mind. That is different from giving the story a scene setting that is convincing and paint it with imagery. I spend far less time thinking about that particular world and what new objects/names it has in it and what it is like to live there, but instead divert my energies to develop the characters and through their actions towards each other, try to convey something of value. A letter to oneself can therefore be purely expressive in nature. Once you get the hang of how to convey your thoughts into words, other fantasy elements can then add to that in a story context. But a letter is often a way for you to find out what really makes you burn and what really gets to you at that time. Not having to worry about world design and character design and plot design, it gets you to express yourself with words right away.
Ah okay, so pretty much all fantasy then. No wonder you want to write fantasy!
Not really, I don't post recent works. I wouldn't think they're philosophies because it's more like a character trying to find out what works for him. Philosophy has a definite authority about it.
I can imagine a paranoid Ruben in Sims 3...
Well, that's part of accepting what is done is done. The ball maybe on their court (which would be the same case as mine), but parts of me still wonder how we've come to this stage at all. And... you aren't exactly going to tell every guy you've ever liked that you had feelings, right? Awkward...
Love, along with Hope and Faith are amongst the most horrible human inventions. They promise one thing and take it all away, leaving nothing behind.

13-Jun-2012 12:47:40

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