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Hm, that’s a peculiar subject, never thought of it. The closest thing I felt to annoyance from you was the flowers in Vampyro, I was like ‘flowers? seriously? fucking flowers? mmk whatevs’ but it wasn’t as bad as I thought, we at least used teamwork and Erik helped Annie. But back to the topic, I can definitely see why you’d be unconfident, angry and feeling neglected. I had similar problems in high school because I couldn’t fit in with anyone, but I was a gargoyle and never really cared anyways, and was always puzzled by how people could be so upset and disappointed because they don’t fit in or have no friends. In elementary school and high school, I was the crazy kid who sometimes punched people so I was left alone amidst stories of kids who got bullied so much they move outta town, they go to psychiatric help, they leave school, the school teachers work together to set up things for them, or they kill themselves. And I was always just, ‘well, why?’ and it’s really only in my late-20s I started to realize that words are powerful, opinions are heavy, comments are impactful, and we do indeed have a lot of influence on people even when we don’t mean or expect anything.
Ha, I also mumble/slur or lose balance unexpectedly, this exactly happened earlier today, I nearly tripped on nothing--good thing nobody saw me! Oh my, you fainted and smashed into the wall--but good thing you have parents who care and love you, there are homosexuals who get kicked out for coming out, it’s so unfair.
28-Oct-2020 02:48:33