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Azi Demonica

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Maddy, 3323
Oh my, that anxiety is quite the mass of discomfort. Good thing, tho, you can handle it and serve customers! I at times wonder if my behavior is perceived badly as I tend to tick off people here sometimes for the crime of asking them to use hand sanitizer or take off their muddy boots as mud gets flicked about. It’s like these people are bewildered and offended to have to obey the rules--which are just plain common sense.


YuBiusk, 3323
Oh no, a mix of ADHD/autism sounds bad, they tend to be contrasts but when they mix it’s so complicated. I may have schizoid personality disorder (many of its symptoms crossover into Asperger’s) but nothing has been diagnosed. Guess we all have our own personal problem ^.^


Annie1227 said :
You’re talking to the queen of annoyance. LOL we’re very acceptance here. We don’t judge about the disability or disabilities.
XD this was very funny but what you said is so true--we never judged based on disability even amidst harsh criticisms and heavy arguments. Now that’s true friendship!


D F Angel said :
I'm not too sure to be honest Annie. I'd like to finish the story of course, but at the same time, it's only you, NotFishing and Inferi who are still around. So that would be a lot of characters to move on without, which makes it a bit difficult. Especially because I had like, four or five different storylines going at once.

Maybe I can bring it back, give it a bit of a timeskip, and point us in the direction of the conclusion, seeing as we've waited literal years for the ending. :P
I’m actually still around for Into the Fire! It’s just that in Spirry’s latest post, I didn’t know what to do so I threw him ahead and waited. Since then, nothing about him. Meanwhile, Mechanical is fighting the Centaurs elsewhere.

28-Oct-2020 02:48:21

Azi Demonica

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Pink, 3324
Hm, that’s a peculiar subject, never thought of it. The closest thing I felt to annoyance from you was the flowers in Vampyro, I was like ‘flowers? seriously? fucking flowers? mmk whatevs’ but it wasn’t as bad as I thought, we at least used teamwork and Erik helped Annie. But back to the topic, I can definitely see why you’d be unconfident, angry and feeling neglected. I had similar problems in high school because I couldn’t fit in with anyone, but I was a gargoyle and never really cared anyways, and was always puzzled by how people could be so upset and disappointed because they don’t fit in or have no friends. In elementary school and high school, I was the crazy kid who sometimes punched people so I was left alone amidst stories of kids who got bullied so much they move outta town, they go to psychiatric help, they leave school, the school teachers work together to set up things for them, or they kill themselves. And I was always just, ‘well, why?’ and it’s really only in my late-20s I started to realize that words are powerful, opinions are heavy, comments are impactful, and we do indeed have a lot of influence on people even when we don’t mean or expect anything.

Ha, I also mumble/slur or lose balance unexpectedly, this exactly happened earlier today, I nearly tripped on nothing--good thing nobody saw me! Oh my, you fainted and smashed into the wall--but good thing you have parents who care and love you, there are homosexuals who get kicked out for coming out, it’s so unfair.

28-Oct-2020 02:48:33

Azi Demonica

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Annie1227 said :
I am also on the spectrum - aspergers syndrome. I was scared to tell you guys because I thought you were judge me.

Azi, you were right the whole time.
oh? I had no idea. But looks like Maddy’s openness to being shy opened us all up and now we understand each other more!

XD I’m actually unhappy that I was right >.< there were quite a few times I wish I was wrong! But no worries, we are all in good company, because we’ll be friends forever!


Taleisin, 3325
Agreed, I also do not see autism as a bad thing, for me it’s another way of thinking.

Oh noes, those suck. I went through tonnes of depression and never really cared if I was alive or dead, though I never had suicidal tendencies because I viewed it as redundant--we all die someday so why bother? Nevertheless, I’ll try to be around to be helpful as much as I can.



Maddy Blue, 3325
>.< American health care and the educational system are jokes. I still cannot believed that USA doesn’t have free basic health care and that pharmaceutical companies--funded by taxpayers and thus having free funding--sell their products back to the people whose taxes funds them. It’s a scandal.


George Rozas said :
Join me, fellow spectrumites - together we can overtake the forum! We have the numbers now!
XD XD XD this was great!


Annie1227 said :
Now I know why we got along so well.
XD this response to Pink’s killer theme was perfect.



(sorry for being late, I couldn't help but reply to at least some of ya'll)

28-Oct-2020 02:49:11

Annie1227
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Don’t be upset. I actually was amused that you knew before you really didn’t know. Now I feel silly that I was afraid to tell you guys. I am grateful you guys are patient with me. Yes we are friends forever. -Dances-

28-Oct-2020 02:53:29 - Last edited on 28-Oct-2020 02:54:27 by Annie1227

YuBiusk Ink

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Well, I'm of the school of thought that ADHD is more "on the autism spectrum" than its own truly distinct thing, but that's a whole other can of worms. I don't think I'd call what I have "bad". Autism is a disability, and like a lot of disabilities, it comes with a mix of complicated pros and cons. I sure wouldn't want to be neurotypical. Sounds exhausting!

28-Oct-2020 02:55:25 - Last edited on 28-Oct-2020 02:57:07 by YuBiusk Ink

Azi Demonica

Azi Demonica

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Annie,
XD well, enjoy said amusement! But ya, just be open and honest, it’s way easier and way funner. From what I learned about myself, even if you make yourself look dumb or say something stupid, better to speak your mind than to stay quiet, because even if things go badly, you can at least remember what NOT to do!

Own, YuBiusk and Annie,
Yes, we can all be uncomfortable together with our problems! ^.^
Ah, I’ll work on Omega tomorrow, as it’s almost bedtime for me pretty soon. Soon thanks for reminding me.

28-Oct-2020 03:26:25

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