Azigarath
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And it's nice to see you're alive Blue. Be sure to sleep with an onion on your tabletop, it helps take away ailments.
Well, considering my eyes are hypersensitive to onions (like, they make most people's eyes water, but for me if the onion is cut in the slightest I'm curled into a ball on a separate story of the house with my eyes burning [slight exaggeration, but I haven't yet been able to cut more than a slice of onion before my eyes burn so intensely that I have to scrub my hands and head outside for fresh air]) I doubt I'll be doing that. Also because we're now onto the third medication the doctors are testing to see if it helps the symptoms. The first did nothing, the second helped but can't be prescribed in a high enough dose to help me for more than a week, and the third could potentially drop my blood pressure/heart rate to levels so low I'll end up in the ER (again).
I wasn't joking about the shooting me in the face thing, though. All of this stress is piling onto my already highly anxious mind and is worsening my depression. My anti-depressants do ****-all to help me at this point and I break down several times a week.
Be strong Blue, you will overcome. Check out Prevail by Kataklysm. Honestly, don't bother with antidepressants, they don't work, they only work for people who only think they are depressed. Personally, depression never bothered me, it was like a strong friend. Refuse to be intimidated.
God dammit I want to start writing up the roleplay I have in mind but it's 2AM and I have a vicious cold.
Okay, because I can't reveal any story until storytime, here is all you currently need to know about what's coming. It's based in modern day, in a small town, and your characters are between the ages of 7-12. Now start writing bios in preparation because you need literally no more information other than the name of the town which I don't have.
I am Inferi.