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Englishkid62

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You did. At first I only posted feedback on my own thread (wasn't sure if yours was worthy to post on? :p) then when you asked for proofreading I did it.
And what you said is probably what I'll say about my 3 stories as well.
And your story was worth posting on, Cund. I take it you're in other writing communites too, then?

29-Sep-2009 23:25:43

Caydock

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It wasn't worthy. :P But I'm gonna give up the fight now. If you say it was worthy, so be it. Thanks.
I was very sad the day that they fell from the forums.
One other, but I'm gonna let it die too. I just don't have the writing motivation anymore. I'll have to recharge a bit. I've been depressed. >.<

29-Sep-2009 23:27:52 - Last edited on 29-Sep-2009 23:28:16 by Caydock

Englishkid62

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I'd say the same, Cund. But depression has always been the fuel of my writing. I channel my depression and fountain it out through writing. That is why writing has always been such a personal thing to me. Maybe, if one day I'm not depressed anymore, I won't be able to write anymore...?

29-Sep-2009 23:30:38 - Last edited on 29-Sep-2009 23:31:36 by Englishkid62

Caydock

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I can't funnel depression into anything except lashing out in anger to those close to me. O_o
I write from a passion for it. The will to do something different. out of the feeling of doing something worthy.
(Odd sentence, eh?)
Depression saps that real fast... but I'm sure I'll be back to speed in a month or so.
Well, we've filled a page and some of Elly's thread, and I now have to go. Nice talking to you, English.

29-Sep-2009 23:35:32 - Last edited on 29-Sep-2009 23:36:14 by Caydock

Englishkid62

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Hehe, I gtg anyway, but I think Elly will appreciate it, in secret! Hehe.
Depression and painful events from my past is what I used to fuel the things that I write. Maybe that'll be used up eventually. I remember Elly complaining to me at some point that he'd like to see a change in subject matter. Why do I write about the totally wrong stuff while I could write about dragons - as someone on my thread had said. But it is because I can do nothing else. The motivation for me to write is to ease my pain and to distract myself. Perhaps that's why you've never seen me write a 'happy' story as such. How can you write a happy story when you are feeding on your own depression?
But my motivation is always the fact that I had a lot to get off my chest, and not so much the passion for writing itself. I find writing really difficult, I stare at the piece of paper for a very long time and no words came to my mind. It's always a struggle for me, but since the beginning I have always written for myself, and not for others.
But what is greater, the one who could feed on their imagination, their hopes and ideals to create works that inspires others, or someone like me? If you think I don't look up to Elly, you are wrong. Even you, Cund, I look up to. You both managed something I probably can never do.
^^ *Reads the above post* Ah, since I am now kicked out of here I have no more threads to post on this evening, and so it's bedtime for English!

29-Sep-2009 23:47:02 - Last edited on 29-Sep-2009 23:52:24 by Englishkid62

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