Was it karma? Some kind of twisted, distorted fate that meant to pay him back, to punish him for all of his horrible transgressions? The genius felt like it was watching his suffering as though his agony were some kind of spectacle, where it can laugh at his misery and dismay. He could only live with his melancholy, with his pain.
...Did he really want to pass up this one-time opportunity, this thing he swore to himself he would accomplish one day? All he wanted to do was go back to those days, the one and only time where he felt whole. It was a time where he felt his breath was a sign of him being alive, not just of him living. Where he felt like he had a pulse, where he could see life for its wonders instead of its horrors. He grew weary of just looking at grayscale pictures of what he wanted to see, he wanted to see it for himself, in full-view, in full color.
He shook his head, realizing that there was no choice to be made, it was already done for him. Yes, it felt as though the story moved on without his consent, without forewarning. It was like a careless, runaway pencil erasing all the good ideas and replacing it with a rushed, botched plotline that was like swiss cheese, completely filled with holes.
It was death by a thousand cuts, one thousand slow, torturous, debilitating, dreadful, agonizing thoughts. Doomed in the spotlight, fate watched him bleed out. Telvern clamped his teeth in ire, smashing his fist into the ground.
"Damn it all!
" he furiously bellowed. "Jeanne...!"
A moment or two later, Daevarro heard Telvern's footsteps from the hallway. He had moved over from the entrance into the western wing to more along the western wall, his attention being taken the moment he heard him. Telvern walked out from the hallway, his face and eyes without emotion.
The end
is only
the beginning...
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