At last the year drew to a close! I gathered my belongings and hurried back to Hememster to tell Lara how I felt. She was sitting under a tree when I found her; her blue skirt was tucked under her perfect legs and she had an open book in one hand and a half eaten apple in the other. Juice from the apple clung enticingly to her lips. She was so lovely, so unbearably radiant. I wanted to kiss her and hold her and make her mine.
Looking at her sitting there made me lose my nerve and my palms were instantly sweaty. I had been away from this village for an entire year, likely she had entirely forgotten who I was. For all I knew, she might have gotten married while I was away, or at the least had a beau. I stood there for a while longer, just soaking up her beauty. Eventually I turned away, hating my cowardice.
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Tobi. Tobi. Tobi. My heart thumps out the name of the one that I love, so loudly I fear it will wake everyone else in the house. I don't care, I'm so happy I could burst, and I want everyone to know it. I won't get any sleep tonight, I gave up trying hours ago. Instead I'll just stand by the window and watch the moon. Everything looks so peaceful in the moonlight. This is my last night as a single woman; tomorrow I will marry Tobi at last!
I have loved him for so long, my whole life, it seems at times. When he moved away to Ardougne I cried for an entire week, wishing him back. Of course it was silly and it didn't bring him home, but it made me feel better. I missed how the sun would create a halo around his head because his hair was so blonde, I missed how his eyes crinkled when he smiled broadly, which was a lot, but mostly I missed his hands. It was funny, because he'd never touched me, but just by looking at his hands I knew he would be strong yet gentle, protecting and caressing. Oh how I wished that I had told him that I loved his hands, that I loved him.
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