I think it was still worth it though, I witnessed how much competition there is out there and learned that I need to work much harder from now on if I want to get anything done.
Leaving the country for foreign study showed me just how many people try and how few succeed. I'm glad you're using it as a motivator, it demotivated me. I saw there were people far more passionate about it than I was and it was doubtful I could compete with those people.
But if it's what you enjoy doing, go for it! Sometimes a kick to the teeth can be a real motivator to do better.
181m Slayer XP and 37,963 Edimmu slain for my
Dungeoneering
pet. Slayer is still the worst skill in the game.
You have the only 200ms I want.
Jealous....
So jealous.
181m Slayer XP and 37,963 Edimmu slain for my
Dungeoneering
pet. Slayer is still the worst skill in the game.