Hevilmystic
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I don't know, I see Christmas as being forced to be happy, to always wish people a good day with a smile on your face.
I guess my mental state doesn't really help, but yeh.. I've felt that way about Christmas for a few years now. x:
And yus, I'm fine... Just not a huge fan of special occasions as a whole really.
Ah ok I get ya.
Yeah it can feel like that, especially if we don't have good memories and happy times around Christmas.
Coming from a childhood of 'ruined' Christmases myself, I've learnt a little trick, so hope you don't mind if I share (please feel free to ignore). Try to sneak in something special/funny/quirky/silly just for you. Sure, do somethings for others too, but this way, you start to build up a stock of new experiences and memories for Christmas that are about you and what you value and what you want too. You are worth it.
Spirits of Arianwyn
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