Well only my schedule has been majority impacted by the virus and that is because I'm not sending my kid to daycare right now. It is exhausting as it is nonstop from 5:30 am all the way to 9:30 PM everyday (minus the weekends which is when I can actually do whatever I want during the 2 hour nap time instead of work). My husband is working his normal 12 hour shifts. If anything, we anticipate overtime for him as people are dropping out of the workforce due to COVID-19.
And, I was lucky to be a stay at home mom for about 2 years before I went back to work, because now I am just resorting back to that (obviously it sucked adjusting to this being the new "normal", but I am past that now). I'm also lucky I have an arsenal of recipes, cooking and baking knowledge at my disposal because I'm not really competing for food (still even have my stock of flour, though I am down to the last 5 lbs bag). Most people are going for the premade frozen food or the ready-to-eat food.
If anything the only irritating thing is the fact that my work refuses to lay me off, because they have it in their head that I will leave for another job if they do (they were not wrong 2 weeks ago, but with the 600 boost...I'd collect that for at least 6 weeks).
That being said, this sure as hell makes me a lot more appreciative of everything I didn't even know could be "taken away". Like playing at the park. Who would have thought you couldn't play at the park one day? I have a jungle gym in my back yard, thank goodness, but it was mostly going to be used as a clubhouse/treehouse that we were spending $500 every birthday on. Plus we are saving money like crazy and I am about to make a triple payment on the mortgage, while tripling our savings as well, so it isn't all bad.
Tl;dr: I am mostly just exhausted as opposed to irritated. It is just different as opposed to good or bad and maybe I needed the huge adjustment to incorporate some of my prior stay at home mom activities anyway
And I swear I'm not going to let her know all the pain I have known
15-Apr-2020 03:05:58
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