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And, what happened to Tyler since that day? Maybe he kept his job, but it was more likely that he was fired and exiled too. Tyler would be trying to find him. But it had been five years. Edward was beginning to think that something terrible must have happened and he wasn’t there to protect Tyler from it.

But whose fault was it in the first place that saw him into this prison? His father’s for issuing that order, but most of all, Ronny’s, for telling his father something that was never in his place to disclose. He hated them all. He felt he had been too kind, too trusting, too lenient with his own family. When his mother suffered the brain injury he could have raised questions and challenged his father, denounced him publically, which he didn't because he wanted to spare him his guilt. Everyone was silent at the time because Edward was silent, because Edward didn't want to press the case. Ronny on the other hand was always so self-absorbed, even when Edward came to his rescue because other kids were picking on him, never did it occur to Ronny to say thank you. He was the kind of child who, when a present was given to him, would snatch and bag it as quickly as he could, uncertain if the offer had expired. A most ridiculous and selfish child. Ronny was always thinking about himself, always an expert when looking out for his own interests. He would never do anything for anyone but himself.

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In that cell, without reading those letters from the King, it was impossible for Edward to know what happened to the palace since that day. He didn't know that since his exile, the King was never seen smiling again, or that the Queen never recovered from the depression that followed, as she turned her back and gave her family the silent treatment, always waiting in her room, speaking to no one. Edward didn't know that, never for a moment had Ronny been proud of what he had done. For five years, Ronny tormented himself, knowing he had committed a crime against his family, yet unable to confront the source, his brother, and unable to face up to the magnitude of his own stupidity. The palace was never the same again without Edward, and only Ronny knew that it was all his fault.

Discussing Edward’s disappearance, or at least the real cause of it, could face the death penalty. Edward was on a penguin expedition, the King claimed, and would not return until further notice. And the whole kingdom thought the frozen north was where their beloved heir to the throne went. For a year, everyone believed in the lie. But later, when dukes and duchesses began to withdraw their support, play absent in parties and events, the King slowly realised the lie was not so convincing after all.

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He would never reveal this secret or why he exiled Edward, as long as he still ruled. He hoped he would never have to. He became sick, his heart trapped by years of guilt, yet still too stubborn to admit he was wrong and revoke his decision. He sent letters to Edward, letters which Edward tore into pieces as soon as they came through. Why send letters when he could visit in person, if he truly cared? Nobody in the palace dared to confront the monster they made; nobody ever came for him, for five years. Nobody cared about him. To Edward, writing was for fools, and for cowards who want to evade the reality. Edward was not interested in what his father had to say in those letters. If he was truly sorry, he would come in person; if he was not, then he would not come. Since Edward never read those letters, nobody but the King knew of their contents. He might have pleaded Edward to change for the family and for the whole kingdom. Be the heir everyone wanted him to be. He might have asked if the solitude had made him rethink his life and past errors. He might have asked if he had done anything wrong to make Edward turn out the way he did.

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But even if Edward had read those letters, his resolve would remain unchanged. He would rather burn in his hatred for those who put him inside, those who watched and did nothing as he fell. His hatred kept him alive all these years, so why should he stop now? And most of all, he made himself promise that he would never, ever forgive his brother’s mutiny. He wished he had snapped his brother’s neck in the same, easy way as he did to that rat, when he had the chance. His brother was the one who started it all. When Ronny was a child, Edward had loved him for all the wrong reasons. Then, he too was innocent, he too had so much to look forward to before Ronny ruined it all. There must have been one unfortunate occasion where Ronny had caught them together, behaving intimately. He was shocked, disgusted by the scene, or the concept of two boys kissing, and then went on to do the thing he did. Ronny was as bad as everyone else. And, just like everyone else, Ronny was a religious bigot, and unforgivable. No amount of words, spoken or written, would ever change his mind.

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~Chapter 5

If Edward had bothered to count, it was five years and seven months, or two thousand and thirty-seven days, before he had his first visitor. By now, he wasn’t expecting one. He thought he was forgotten, which explained the incredulous look he gave when a guard announced that someone had come for him. Finally. Should he be moved, or should he be angry? Moved, because he thought he was no longer a living person, irredeemable. Angry, because it took so long before anyone managed to pluck up their courage to visit. But still, he was curious about his visitor. ‘Please, God, let it be Tyler,’ he hoped.

The cloaked visitor exchanged a few words with the guard and appeared to be thanking him. In return, the guard nodded and whispered something in his ear. The visitor was not pleased and insisted, so the guard opened the gate and let him in. Edward still couldn’t see who the visitor was despite squinting his eyes and bending his head for a different angle, but he knew he hadn’t long to wait. The guard came in warily and closed the gate behind him, his eyes on Edward. The visitor seemed to stand there for a few seconds, as if unsure how to react, before removing his hood.
Even in a thousand years, Edward would never forget that face, and that slick, dark hair. Beneath the pair of black, selfish eyes, was a small nose, and although small, its ability to poke its way into other people’s businesses was astonishing for its size. Never in a thousand years, even if he had grown several pounds of muscles here and there, would Edward mistake his brother for anybody else.

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Without thinking, or without needing to think, he lunged himself forward, grabbed Ronny by the collar and rammed him against the wall. He’d dreamed of this moment for years. The guard was quick to intervene, but not before Edward had hit his brother in the stomach with a closed fist. Ronny made a small noise of agony, but did not retaliate, push his brother away, or even dared to look him in the eyes. As far as Ronny was concerned, this was the least he deserved. The guard had trouble pulling Edward away and a second guard was called in with chains and restrainers. It was Ronny who, when he came in, told the guard that he believed no chains would be needed, that he thought it was not necessary. Maybe the guards would never trust such a request again.

Another minute later, Edward was successfully restrained, tied to one of the metal rings on a nearby wall. Now he couldn’t move. A guard slapped him, hard, across the face.

‘Stop!’ Ronny ordered.

The guards took a step back. Edward returned his attention to Ronny, along with his piercing gaze, telling him that nothing was forgotten, nothing was forgiven. Still, no words were exchanged yet, between the two. As children, they convinced themselves they were telepaths and could communicate without words. They even had their parents convinced. Maybe this was it. All Edward needed to say was in his unblinking eyes, and it conveyed clearly that, if Ronny was here because he wanted to humiliate him, then so be it.

Ronny felt a warmth rising through his throat. He knew what it was. Once it reached his mouth, despite instinct telling him otherwise, he decided against spewing it. With his left hand, he wiped the blood from the corner of his lips. His own blood tasted foul inside his mouth and he tried to swallow it all, trying to appear a brave and changed man. He swallowed without success. He turned away to spit out that foul taste.

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‘Your Highness.’ One of the guards rushed forward, concerned.

‘Leave us,’ Ronny said. There was no strength, no authority, in his voice. But it was a tone guards were familiar with. It was a plead.

‘But…’

‘Please.’

The two guards exchanged looks, and went reluctantly away. Ronny had thought that privacy would give him the courage to speak, but it was not easy when Edward was there, doing his very best with his pair of eyes to let Ronny know that he was not welcomed. Ronny couldn’t make eye contact. He could feel his brother’s fury, anger and hatred for himself. It was written all over in this cell, not with writing, but presence. And his brother was barely recognisable. He was a creature of hatred, who had suffered beatings and indignities. Edward was a star before he came, and now he was a star with its light smothered. The contrast was too great. Had he done all that? Did it have to be all his fault?

Bringing the years of silence to a close, Ronny opened his mouth. ‘Edward…’

Silence.

Ronny looked up at his brother, for any signs he might be communicating with his eyes, but Edward was now deliberately facing away from him, as though he did not hear.

‘Edward,’ Ronny tried again. ‘I wanted to talk to you.’

Silence.

Why was Edward being like that, ignoring him on purpose? Where was the brother who loved him, who once rescued him from the bullies? The Edward Ronny saw now, in the cell, was more exhausted and ill than Ronny ever remembered. His bloodied prison clothes, his matt of unwashed hair, were sore sights and hard to digest. It was all his doing. So much emotion, so much childhood memory was coming back to Ronny now. He held back a tear, thinking that maybe Edward was ignoring him because of his choice of words. Ronny said he ‘wanted’ to talk to him, but it didn't mean Edward had to grant him what he wanted. He was not obliged to fulfil the wants of his enemy and, in fact, he would never do it.

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‘Edward,’ Ronny said. ‘I need to talk to you.’

Without turning to face Ronny, Edward replied coolly, at last, ‘Well, I don’t want to talk to you.’

The downward tone suggested that Edward had no inclination or desire to find out what happened in the palace. Surely there must be a part of him that cared still. The cold, unforgiving reply hurt Ronny all the more, but he knew it wouldn’t be a warm welcome at any rate. Part of him hoped it would be, though.

‘Edward. Look, I’m here because I’m sorry. I’m sorry about everything.’

‘Sorry?’ Edward sneered, finally turning to face Ronny. ‘You’re not sorry. Why should you be? You are going to be the next king. You aren’t sorry at all. You are a bigot like everyone else.’

‘Edward, I’m not like that –’

‘You know you are.’

Pause.

Ronny asked, ‘How can I convince you I’m not like the others? Would you –’

‘You can’t.’

Then he has made his mind up about Ronny, and nothing could be changed. Edward had five years to make up his mind, so why did Ronny believe he could change everything in a magical moment? But Ronny knew he was no bigot. Only he himself knew he was innocent in this accusation, and guilty in the rest. Even so, Ronny did not come here to make small talks. If Edward wouldn’t listen to him, he would say it anyway.

‘Father is very ill, Edward. We all missed you in the palace. Why didn't you answer our letters? I’m…I’m really sorry about…everything. We all want you to come back.’

Silence.

Ronny had wondered whether bringing the small telescope, given to Edward in the altar so many years ago, would be appropriate to boost his sincerity on this matter. But it was too late now to think what might have been. It was time to grow up and be responsible.

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‘If you change your mind, let us know…’ Ronny muttered before turning away, impatient to leave this humiliating silence.

‘Wait.’

Ronny turned, his hopes reignited.

‘You could have come five years ago. So, why now?' Edward asked, as if the answers to which would finalise his judgement. ‘You got me trapped here for five years while you bathed in the luxury of your palace. Why should I believe, or forgive you?’

Ronny looked at him, sadly. He said, ‘I’m different now, Edward. I’ve grown up. I’m not that child anymore. Every night before I go to sleep, I pray, and ask you to forgive me. I was too much of a coward to come here, I guess. I can’t bear the thought of what I have done. Until you have forgiven me, I can never forgive myself. This whole thing is killing me. I...didn't realise how much I needed you in my life. I didn't know what came over me. Sometimes things are so obvious and so close that you just can't see clearly. I just wanted my family back, Edward, just the way it was. I need you, Edward. I didn't realise how important you were to me until you were gone. Silly me, really…’

19-Aug-2010 16:30:13 - Last edited on 10-Jan-2014 23:41:13 by Englishkid62

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Edward shook his head in disbelief. ‘It’s all about you, isn’t it?’ Edward fumed. ‘From the minute you walked into this cell, not once have you asked me how I’ve been for the past five years. Not once! You haven’t changed one bit. You are thinking about yourself, when you should be thinking about other people. You think the world is all about you, what you want in life and what you want from others. People like you always put their own needs first. So selfish, so self-serving, you would think no one else have a life. Why should I give you my forgiveness? Or, to put it more correctly, why should I give you anything? What have you ever done for me?’

The words were daggers to his ears and they sealed his crime, forever unforgivable. It didn't take Ronny long to respond, for he already knew his answer.

‘Nothing,’ he replied, utterly defeated.

The words echoed in him still. He turned away and left the cell silently without looking back. Coming from Edward, it was all so true. He had never done anything for his brother, and never for a moment was he kind to his brother for the sake of being kind. He never knew Edward, or anyone, would care about these things. Maybe he was still a child, still that child, and he hadn’t changed at all. Once he was out of sight, he stopped, closed his eyes, and finally letting that tear roll down his cheek.

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