Found I killed '42' and think I was able to do so because of my mood during that time plus maybe the determination to push on, not sure what it was. Might have been in a rush too?
Maybe stopped a bit but because I saw it more as a 'euthanasia' thing because it seemed death was better than the state they were in or they might as well have died instead of having to live through it.
I think I did the quest right when it came out? Can't remember? Its one of those moments that blanked out in my memory plus the fastest? I forgot about it pretty quick but remembered the revenge/boss fight against Vanstrom pretty fast?
TBH subconsciously I think I don't value overall 'human life' as much as certain animals(Like dogs), and those I feel for/mean something to me because of the nature of overall humanity I think. Might help next time in pushing us to try to be more good in our choices or ethical if they made the NPCs more capable of relating to instead of just people who look the same and say the same lines.
With grayzag, enraged at what he did and not only that but his character/attitude right infront of me, I was convinced being captured/detained or simply executed was not enough to make him feel the pain of what he did. Only Daquarius was fit for that job, in order to make Grayzag feel the impact of his actions which he refuses to. If he showed redeeming and remorseful character plus explained I might very well have just let him go/follow Sir Amik Varze. Punishment inflicted based on a calculation of everything he did added up AND his character at that moment. A serial killer who fully enjoys what they did with no shred of remorse NEEDS the worst punishment in order to make them feel the extent of the pain they caused.
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