Everyone of us now and then need to let of some steam. It really does help having somewhere to vent beit here on in Rants.
I'm happy you got it off your chest. Nothing worse then having something bugging you for months thinking it will go away or get better.
Also the edit to your Sig was a good start for a fresh forum start. So I wish you all my very best when you use the forums. Remember the Community and the F-Mod team are here for you. Remember you are not alone.