After I finished school, I was doing nothing for about a year, and my step-dad took it upon himself to make me feel like s*** about myself every day for not contributing to society, not talking to anyone in the house, "sponging", etc.
and ama maybe find a new job or something, something that you wanna do
personally i'm getting an internship next semester then graduating in the spring and hopefully find a decent job
i remember when i was going for trim like 1.5 years ago my mom wanted me to get a new part time job but i didnt get one cause then i couldnt no life trim reqs in free tiem from classes, she was a nag until that summer
It sounds contradictory, but where I work is fine, the people are ok, and its local. I just don't see myself as a worker, I have no motivation to get up every morning.
Singularity
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I was actually the same, Ama. I never bothered with the whole social thing and tbh, I'm still not really THAT interested in socialising, if I make friends then fine but I never go desperately trying to make them.
I find myself slightly more eager to socialise in RuneScape than real life. Maybe because it's easier and I'm sort of shy in real life.
(p.s: I noticed that you aren't THAT interested in socialising. *hmph*)
Morgan
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What about your mum? Didn't she say something?
She blamed us fairly equally for the way he treated me. He was saying the worse things to me when she wasn't in, I was held back from telling her anything because she was already in a bad state.
∮ ♒♒ ❂ Amæ
Selective Completionist
06-Oct-2013 03:12:31
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Amaethwr
But even still, idk I'm still not that interested. I'm more vocal on forums than in-game. I never talk in public any more which is weird as before I always used to talk in public lol, now I just stay silent.
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Amaethwr
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Morgan
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What about your mum? Didn't she say something?
She blamed us fairly equally for the way he treated me. He was saying the worse things to me when she wasn't in, and my mum's mum passed away around the same time, so I was held back from telling her anything because she was already in a bad state.
∮ ♒♒ ❂ Amæ
Sorry to hear this. I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I can't think of anything. I guess it's good that you could get it off your chest. Sometimes having a "shoulder to cry on" helps... well, at least for me.