Bad times.. I made a couple of friends when I was about 14/15, but that would still have been 2 or 3 years on my own. It just always seems like I have to do things to please someone else, regardless of how it makes me feel.
Finest example currently, I have to go to work when I don't want to, because my parents want me to, so I'm unhappy. Or I can not go to work like I want, and have awful home life. What do.
Anime
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i know how that is i cant wait until i live on my own!!
There is that, but then how do I cover finances if I don't want to work? ._. And jobcentre makes you feel like scum, don't want to go back there.
I was actually the same, Ama. I never bothered with the whole social thing and tbh, I'm still not really THAT interested in socialising, if I make friends then fine but I never go desperately trying to make them.
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