Here's the story of dangerous outlaw Hymbso, who made flameposts in cold blood.
The prosecution said it was premeditated. My lawyer asked him "do you really think my client was capable of that?". He answered positively. He was right.
When the judge hit the gavel it was like my world had come to an end (hence the #2012). My RSOT family couldn't see me anymore. One day you are at the top, everyone knows you, everyone loves you. Next thing you know you are nothing. That changed me. Those words still echo in my head at night: "Please make better decisions next time". Life is a game of poker, but I doubt you can even win with this hand that has been dealt to me, no matter what decisions I make.
Guilty, not guilty. What does it even matter? I am a victim too. Victim of the system. I'm just trying to make a living here. Is this even any different from what they are doing? So many questions. The questions do have answers, but nobody wants to say them outloud. I have served my sentence now, but what does it even matter? I'm already dead.
#darkthoughts #philosophical #thuglife #emotional
EDIT: so many typos because this is too emotional
09-Aug-2013 11:11:14
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Hymbso
