Look, see .... you're tipping back over into your fecal obsession again aren't you?
You really ought to stop speaking to me now, before you escalate into a full blown psychotic episode. I know there's no one there to take care of things if you do - no husband or partner, ya know. All on your own there.
There you go .... slipping deeper into your obsession
Idk what meds you should have, you always claimed to be an expert in mental ailments so really you should already know what is appropriate for your worsening condition.
Or, you could Google it ..... you did used to cut and paste and awful lot of mental health stuff from Google. All the time, in fact. So you're well aware of where to find it.
Although I would recommend you see your GP as soon as possible.