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18-Nov-2014 17:16:33 - Last edited on 18-Nov-2014 17:17:07 by B Boy Rock
B Boy Rock
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where do you keep dissapearing to!?!?!? also bump
been 6 months since my last one.
ßµMp
where do you keep dissapearing to!?!?!? also bump
been 6 months since my last one.
26-Apr-2015 05:35:34
I'm sorry. I did return for a short while in 2014 and spoke to several of our old members, however I missed many people.
In short though the best explanation for my absence pretty much is that I've been busy studying. Currently I'm in the middle of a Computer Science and Game Design degree at university. However for my initial and somewhat abrupt disappearance in 2011 that was somewhat more complicated for me... I still find this somewhat hard to explain, even to myself, as there was never really a clear cut reason. But basically for a while I had been growing more and more bored of the game and began playing RS less for the content and more so just to hang out with you guys. Then eventually came a time when commitments to my high school studies and other RL distractions came up so I began to become less active
. Nearing the end I pretty much got to a stage where the time between logging in started to grow from days, to weeks to nearly a month... Then the time just kept growing and I got to a stage where I didn't know what to do. I felt then that I really needed to just come back and say or do something. But the words never came and I guess I was a little selfish. I never actually had a single moment where I said (even to myself) that I wanted to quit this game or stop leading the clan, in fact I wanted to continue both of these things... But in the end I could do neither and by the time I had accepted that I just didn't know what to do. I remember on several occasions, months after I had stopped playing, I would work myself up to logging back in and trying to give everyone an explanation and set everything right for you guys so the clan wasn't impacted. But I guess I never knew how to do that and at the time I was anxious as to how everyone would respond.
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In short though the best explanation for my absence pretty much is that I've been busy studying. Currently I'm in the middle of a Computer Science and Game Design degree at university. However for my initial and somewhat abrupt disappearance in 2011 that was somewhat more complicated for me... I still find this somewhat hard to explain, even to myself, as there was never really a clear cut reason. But basically for a while I had been growing more and more bored of the game and began playing RS less for the content and more so just to hang out with you guys. Then eventually came a time when commitments to my high school studies and other RL distractions came up so I began to become less active
. Nearing the end I pretty much got to a stage where the time between logging in started to grow from days, to weeks to nearly a month... Then the time just kept growing and I got to a stage where I didn't know what to do. I felt then that I really needed to just come back and say or do something. But the words never came and I guess I was a little selfish. I never actually had a single moment where I said (even to myself) that I wanted to quit this game or stop leading the clan, in fact I wanted to continue both of these things... But in the end I could do neither and by the time I had accepted that I just didn't know what to do. I remember on several occasions, months after I had stopped playing, I would work myself up to logging back in and trying to give everyone an explanation and set everything right for you guys so the clan wasn't impacted. But I guess I never knew how to do that and at the time I was anxious as to how everyone would respond.
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01-Sep-2015 23:38:51
continued
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So each time I tried to return and as more time passed it just got harder and harder for me and my anxieties built up. I felt that I owed everyone a good explanation for my absence but I never had one. This is all very belated. But for everything and to everyone... I am sorry. I make it sound like this was all so difficult for me, but that's the only reasoning I can come up with. It actually would have been so easy for me to do the right thing there. But at the time I wasn't strong enough.
Now I am sure many have gone and will probably never return to here... But I just want to say from the bottom of my heart. THANK YOU EVERYONE!! My years playing this game with you all have been some of the best of my life, this game and all of you guys have actually been a large part of my inspiration to study game design. One day I hope to be able to create a platform that facilitates some more of what we all here for the rest of the world to enjoy.
Then for those of you that persevered and kept the clan running for all of that time without me... You guys are absolutely AMAZING, thank you so much for your hard work and ability to pick up where I left off. Especially you Timar and Vexx, I've spoken to you both briefly but I can't stress enough how much I appreciate the work you guys put in to establish and run the clan in the new system, thank you. I am sure there a plenty of others who helped too that am unaware of and I am sorry if I'm forgetting, but thank you to you too.
So now... I have no immediate plans to return to this game. But if anyone wants to just catch up or play some games together, apparently you can share social media contact details here now?
So if you want message me on Twitter: @_billyjackson
or I'll include my Steam details in the next post just in case Jagex still consider them competition and not a social gaming platform.
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So each time I tried to return and as more time passed it just got harder and harder for me and my anxieties built up. I felt that I owed everyone a good explanation for my absence but I never had one. This is all very belated. But for everything and to everyone... I am sorry. I make it sound like this was all so difficult for me, but that's the only reasoning I can come up with. It actually would have been so easy for me to do the right thing there. But at the time I wasn't strong enough.
Now I am sure many have gone and will probably never return to here... But I just want to say from the bottom of my heart. THANK YOU EVERYONE!! My years playing this game with you all have been some of the best of my life, this game and all of you guys have actually been a large part of my inspiration to study game design. One day I hope to be able to create a platform that facilitates some more of what we all here for the rest of the world to enjoy.
Then for those of you that persevered and kept the clan running for all of that time without me... You guys are absolutely AMAZING, thank you so much for your hard work and ability to pick up where I left off. Especially you Timar and Vexx, I've spoken to you both briefly but I can't stress enough how much I appreciate the work you guys put in to establish and run the clan in the new system, thank you. I am sure there a plenty of others who helped too that am unaware of and I am sorry if I'm forgetting, but thank you to you too.
So now... I have no immediate plans to return to this game. But if anyone wants to just catch up or play some games together, apparently you can share social media contact details here now?
So if you want message me on Twitter: @_billyjackson
or I'll include my Steam details in the next post just in case Jagex still consider them competition and not a social gaming platform.
02-Sep-2015 00:07:28 - Last edited on 30-Oct-2015 08:14:53 by B Boy Rock
Steam: Go to your steam profile page and replace the bit after the last forward slash with AccelRock
apparently it gets censored if I type the end of the link. Should look something like this though.
SteamCommunity URL / id / AccelRock
Just with no spaces, all the dots and the c0m added of course.
also in case I one day decide to edit my steam link or @ twitter name on gmail you can reach me though: billy.jackson768 with the regular email ending for their site.
also... ßµMp (more than 6 months since my last
)
Thank you so much for keeping this alive Wayne.
An Immortal will never die.
apparently it gets censored if I type the end of the link. Should look something like this though.
SteamCommunity URL / id / AccelRock
Just with no spaces, all the dots and the c0m added of course.
also in case I one day decide to edit my steam link or @ twitter name on gmail you can reach me though: billy.jackson768 with the regular email ending for their site.
also... ßµMp (more than 6 months since my last
)
Thank you so much for keeping this alive Wayne.
An Immortal will never die.
02-Sep-2015 00:07:41 - Last edited on 02-Sep-2015 00:34:14 by B Boy Rock
B Boy Rock
said
:
Steam: Go to your steam profile page and replace the bit after the last forward slash with AccelRock
apparently it gets censored if I type the end of the link. Should look something like this though.
SteamCommunity URL / id / AccelRock
Just with no spaces, all the dots and the c0m added of course.
also in case I one day decide to edit my steam link or @ twitter name on gmail you can reach me though: billy.jackson768 with the regular email ending for their site.
also... ßµMp (more than 6 months since my last
)
Thank you so much for keeping this alive Wayne.
An Immortal will never die.
I refuse to let this history die <33
anyways, good to hear from you glad to see you're doing well
. I wish we could all have a reunion one day haha. In all seriousness I think this is and will always be the best clan I have ever been apart of just because of how much fun the game was during this time. It's a sad/happy feeling to look back on this thread and see how the clan reacted to certain updates/dramas in the clan. One of my favorite times is when Nex came out and we tried to get the clan together to do a mass but noone had the requirements LOL. Also vexx losing his chaotics to her <3 (if you ever come back to this thread and see this ur gonna hate me l0l). I miss everyone though and hope some people have a chance to post on here one day
Steam: Go to your steam profile page and replace the bit after the last forward slash with AccelRock
apparently it gets censored if I type the end of the link. Should look something like this though.
SteamCommunity URL / id / AccelRock
Just with no spaces, all the dots and the c0m added of course.
also in case I one day decide to edit my steam link or @ twitter name on gmail you can reach me though: billy.jackson768 with the regular email ending for their site.
also... ßµMp (more than 6 months since my last
)
Thank you so much for keeping this alive Wayne.
An Immortal will never die.
I refuse to let this history die <33
anyways, good to hear from you glad to see you're doing well
. I wish we could all have a reunion one day haha. In all seriousness I think this is and will always be the best clan I have ever been apart of just because of how much fun the game was during this time. It's a sad/happy feeling to look back on this thread and see how the clan reacted to certain updates/dramas in the clan. One of my favorite times is when Nex came out and we tried to get the clan together to do a mass but noone had the requirements LOL. Also vexx losing his chaotics to her <3 (if you ever come back to this thread and see this ur gonna hate me l0l). I miss everyone though and hope some people have a chance to post on here one day
17-Sep-2015 09:44:03 - Last edited on 17-Sep-2015 09:44:54 by Pahtli
Yeah a reunion would sure be amazing... I can't imagine it being too easy to get in contact and track people down though. Nor am I sure that many would still have the time or motivation to come back at this point.
Heck, near the end of November I'm about to get a couple of months off. Maybe I'll get back online for a while and see if we can't have some fun. Even if it's just for the few remaining that still get online.
No idea why seeing another post from you would make me hate you, are you crazy?
Heck, near the end of November I'm about to get a couple of months off. Maybe I'll get back online for a while and see if we can't have some fun. Even if it's just for the few remaining that still get online.
No idea why seeing another post from you would make me hate you, are you crazy?
30-Oct-2015 08:25:24
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