“No, you wouldn’t smile for no reason today. A half hour ago, it seemed like you might never smile again, and now you’re grinning like a fool. You’re going to tell me what manged to break your gloom.”
“Oh alright then, if you’re sure. It’s just the way you can turn the simplest question into a lecture. No matter what else is going on, you love to share that knowledge you’ve got stored in here.” Aletayr tapped her lightly on the forehead. “I was just wondering how much it must’ve seen in a life that long, how many sorrows it’s gone through, and I get an earful about native species.”
“Not just sorrows, Aletayr. Joys, too, and how many bright new dawns?”
Aletayr shrugged. “Yeah, those too.. But how do you think it made it through? What’s kept it alive and growing when so many others have fallen to the years? And what did it think when it saw them go?” Ahriele tried to answer, but Aletayr cut in ahead of her. “Rhetorical. That was all rhetorical. I know trees don’t have brains.”
She smiled at him. “You’re going to be alright, aren’t you?”
“I think I might,” he said. “Someday.”
They started walking again, and now it was more of a stroll than a trudge. The sun had climbed well above the treetops, and now its dappled light played through the branches, dancing to and fro across the clover and ferns that lined the path. A songbird twittered, and a squirrel chattered back.
Ahriele put her arm loosely around Aletayr’s shoulder. “Well I hope that someday is sooner rather than later. Xaran wouldn’t want you dwelling on him too long. He’d want us to live, to enjoy life as much as he did.”
“I guess he would at that. I’m just not ready so soon. I keep waiting to hear some flippant comment after everything I say, and it hurts a little more each time it’s not there. I keep waiting to wake up.”
She tightened her arm closer around his shoulders. “It’ll take some time to feel right again. Just make sure you don’t lose yourself while you’re waiting for that time to pass.
“Oh alright then, if you’re sure. It’s just the way you can turn the simplest question into a lecture. No matter what else is going on, you love to share that knowledge you’ve got stored in here.” Aletayr tapped her lightly on the forehead. “I was just wondering how much it must’ve seen in a life that long, how many sorrows it’s gone through, and I get an earful about native species.”
“Not just sorrows, Aletayr. Joys, too, and how many bright new dawns?”
Aletayr shrugged. “Yeah, those too.. But how do you think it made it through? What’s kept it alive and growing when so many others have fallen to the years? And what did it think when it saw them go?” Ahriele tried to answer, but Aletayr cut in ahead of her. “Rhetorical. That was all rhetorical. I know trees don’t have brains.”
She smiled at him. “You’re going to be alright, aren’t you?”
“I think I might,” he said. “Someday.”
They started walking again, and now it was more of a stroll than a trudge. The sun had climbed well above the treetops, and now its dappled light played through the branches, dancing to and fro across the clover and ferns that lined the path. A songbird twittered, and a squirrel chattered back.
Ahriele put her arm loosely around Aletayr’s shoulder. “Well I hope that someday is sooner rather than later. Xaran wouldn’t want you dwelling on him too long. He’d want us to live, to enjoy life as much as he did.”
“I guess he would at that. I’m just not ready so soon. I keep waiting to hear some flippant comment after everything I say, and it hurts a little more each time it’s not there. I keep waiting to wake up.”
She tightened her arm closer around his shoulders. “It’ll take some time to feel right again. Just make sure you don’t lose yourself while you’re waiting for that time to pass.
14-May-2010 02:30:00 - Last edited on 21-Jun-2013 07:12:36 by Chuk