The stench of steel, blood and rot invaded my nose. A sharp sensation in my stomach. It twisted. My stomach twisted. No, it was really twisting! The steel sword had pierced my stomach, its contents tangled around the blade. The sensation travelled down my system. Body numb. Only a warmth sat in my stomach - from his blade. A warmth and nothing else.
Crack crack. My skin began to crack, revealing a stream of light in the gaps.
"Rudi," I consoled, choking on the blood in my throat. "You have to look at me Rudi."
"I can't," he squealed like a frightened little boy, eyes tightly closed. "I'm sorry."
"Please,"
He opened his eyes, flooded with tears, swallowed by frustration, pain and sorrow. Regret and guilt. His tears were clear like a crystal that peered into the truth of one's self.
Rudi took another brave step forward. His legs were in-between mine. Cold steel-armour against my skin. His waist against mine, though both of us were bare-breasted. There was no need to see it, I could feel it. His sculpted abdomen that rippled across his stomach, grazed against mine. The tiniest of body hair, tickling against mine. My body flushed, as though it was embarrassed. But it had witnessed this before. It remembered the touch of his skin, the warmth of his body, the definition of his muscular features. The numbness was gone when his body made contact with mine, carrying with it all the feelings I had lost.
Our lips were a breath apart. I missed being this close. It was a liberation that Death could never bring. Warmer than a fire in winter. Brighter than a candle lit in the darkness of war. He heaved and so I heaved. Until our heartbeats synchronised. Our minds synthesised. Our souls harmonised. The perfect tuning of a violin, with the perfect balance of delicacy and force. Like a homeless man who had found fresh, warm bread. As shy as the mimosas that closed when touched, yet this time, the mimosas remained open.
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