devoted...Matt....it seems like you guys quit. I really wish I hadn't had all those troubles in the clan. I am esspesscialy sorry now for all the trouble I gave to the clan, and think that my...I admit...annoying behavior was a large factor to the clan being dead.
I know it was really long since the conflict and a apology might have come out sooner, but I just thought that it was nessassary at the moment to day it. I think that I have matured enough to realized that. I also just realized that.....well.....what everyone says. "Get over it. It's just a game. Not the end of the world." I can also admitt that if that very same conflict happened right now, I will be frustrated, but I will atleast have the thought in my mind that "Get over it. You don't need to go through with this. Nothing to worry about. Just drop it and walk away."
The one thing that I can't drop is the fact that it took me this long to figure out that I was wrong. That I was being annoying. Asking questions I could have easily found out. I say I was treated wrong, but not unfairly. I deserved all that happened to me. I was just so obsessed with the game, I didn't realized it's only a game. I didn't realize "So what. I'm not a higher level then him. I haven't played that long. Just get over it, just don't try to solve it. That will start an argument.
If you are wondering, yes I did get over the situation. I just wanted to apologize to you guys for all the disruptions. I was reminded of this when I saw the thread. I do wish that I would have acted differently at that time period and resolved the problem way faster. I know that a couple other people were treated unfairly by him, but I do not know who is guilty there.
I would like to say sorry once more. If nessasary, this post can be locked. I am ok with that.
06-Apr-2012 05:01:15