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Femboy simp
Aug Member 2020

Femboy simp

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this has been frustrating me for awhile so ima just put down my thoughts.
i have a disability that is an outlier marker for something inccurable. but it currently only messes with my hands and my gag reflex. (huntingtons or parkinsons disease was what it denotes. my grandpa had both if memory serves.)
i know my grandpa had it when he was around and it came in years ago for me but i try not to focus on it or let it interrupt my life or my gaming.
what it does to my hands is causes tremors. in my gag reflex i choke on food quite frequently.
why am i putting all this?
basically when it comes to end game pvm i simply can't do it. ANY spike in my heart rate such as messing up a single mechanic that can end the whole boss fight makes it so my hands start shaking really bad. when that happens i'm essentially beyond help at bosses. dooming my whole attempt no matter if it took an hour to get to the phase needed or not.
i recently struggled all the way up to pizza phase of normal mode zuk and then got clapped even with the brand new ring of death mechanic. essentially blowing up an hour of effort.
why am i writing all this out?
so hopefully someone working at jagex will see it and think to themselves. hmm...maybe we shouldn't pander to the high end pvm'ing base of players and make bosses that are harder harder HARDER to clear even in normal mode.
i know there's practice mode but that gives jack all help for bosses.
there's something like 40 different bosses in the game on the beasts tab.
if jagex compiled a number on active max cape people and looked at how many percent have cleared raksha for example or zamorak i'm willing to bet it'd be shockingly low.
if any high end pvm'ers see this and say just get good. you've missed the whole point and your toxicity towards lower end people pvm wise is one of the reasons i dislike pvm in the firstplace.
but i will admit some of the drops are good. i want dual blood khopeshes and am working on my offhand shadow khopesh.
anyway cya <3

11-Jan-2023 05:55:05

Tranq
Nov Member 2007

Tranq

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Seeing as you said it... Just get Good!!!

Now that it was said. I understand your plight I'm god awful at combat and haven't really gotten any better since 2015. I just understand that I'm never going to beat the current end bosses I can't even really beat any of the bosses that were released from EOC and beyond. So I've been out of the major bossing scene since 2013.

Granted I have people that will allow me to tag along and "help out" it's really them tanking whatever it is and me pretty much leeching. Due to that I don't PVM beyond slayer tasks. Even then the newer slayer monsters I avoid as already mentioned I suck at combat.

Where people can go entire tasks on little to no food I'll burn an entire inventory in like 1-2 kills. I got comparable gear yet just can't keep up.

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11-Jan-2023 13:37:56

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