It's been some time, hasn't it?
I never properly explained how this project went to bust. If I'm completely honest, I was not at a good stage in my life - that might be putting my feelings at the time mildly. I was satisfied with the beginning progress - which took us into Chapter 2 - but I found organising later events harder and harder between micromanaging between all of our schedules and just trying to gauge interest. In the end, I felt no one really cared about this project but me, so I left it.
But I'm not really satisfied. I've wanted to do this for years (although of varying intensity). Now I find myself questioning if I should take another crack at it - whether that be sooner (weeks) or later (summer, when 42 will likely be more active).
So, I guess if this passes anyone's notice, leave your thoughts here or get in touch with me on discord at Haz#4580.
And to those who were a part of this - Way, Conor, Justin and Mike - you have my sincere apologies. I appreciate I should have been more forthcoming with how I felt.
All these sins disguised as blessings
10-Dec-2019 23:57:02
