#TK-ST-IS-000266
The sound of crickets can be heard in the background along with the occasional rustling of plate mail. It sounds like a still night in a castle courtyard.
I had that dream again. I was in our old base, but different. And I could tell. Everything seemed to match a memory that wasn't my own but felt so familiar and nostalgic. It was intoxicating.
I was excited. More than I ever had been before. I knew in this world they were still here.
I waited, milling about the base doing my usual duties. Then that's when I heard the trapdoor open. I filled up with a happiness that I could only dream of. My eyes diverted to the tiny, make-shift antechamber the broken walls made around the ladder. That's when I saw them.
In full flesh and healthy as ever, they filed in. It was business as usual. They were stocking supplies they had gotten from the drop point the next town over. I didn't care how odd it was that they sent everyone. All I could think about is how they're still here.
I approached to speak to them, but I found I could not. My heart welled up in my throat and my vision became blurry. I threw myself at their feet, grabbing their legs. I was sobbing hysterically, practically screaming about how sorry I was and how much I missed them. The emotions were overwhelming.
I cleared my eyes and looked up. They looked down at me with an unusually cold glare. Their faces twisted with disgust. I pleaded with them, I told them that in my reality they had died and that I was overjoyed to see them.
They just glared at me. The world grew more narrow and dark. My vision was focused solely on their disappointed faces. All the sound but their voices drained from my new world and the colors became muted.
"Maybe we deserved to die. Maybe we were bad people. Like you."
They turned to pour a supply crate onto me and I was engulfed by the void. Then, I awoke.
I don't like this dream.