Can't get 2 songs out of my head:
Angerfist - Street Fighter (Hardcore music)
Drokz and Akira - The club crushers (Terror music)
When you feel stuck in depths of guilt, you're not alone as it is the path of many.
But the smartest don't stay stuck, they get on the path of repentance.
Repent, forgive yourself and others, have faith and patience. It's the gift of life.