I do apologise if this is in the wrong thread, but I'd just love to say thank you to Jagex for developing such a brilliant skill in recent terms. It has enabled me to identify I am worthy of whatever I wield.
Now, this is where you may not choose to read. Recently, I broke down. Due to very sadly, I speak of Guthixian sorrow, my best mate took his own life. It has greatly impacted my ability to remain focussed, frankly patrolling the gaff like an undead ghost just like the previous Revenants did long ago, what we know today as the Forinthry.
I've had my cry, so I am going to leave it there. I am unpredictable, however the good news is, I have recaught the spirit of rune. Zuk is my mission, to try get the Igneous necromancy equivalent, nothing more for now.
I post not for sympathy, but rather instead (because I have been there - got support and being looked after 24/7, post for inspiration. Please remember, to A take a break if its getting to you. Move onto something else maybe. If you still can't focus, relax, breathe it'll work out some way or another. This is coming from a depressive human being. I see light. And I am focussing on that. B, never underestimate your capability in the game. Breaks are fine, but to give up your dream goals is sacrificing exactly that. I say that with love, looking after my sister who is possibly looking to restart her career in the game. C, remember there's millions of us perhaps in the same boat with regard to that ol' Zuk cape we're foughting for.
I speak his name, GreenManSam the Kingslayer prior to the claw drop in solitude throughout. Meanwhile, it appears I have not lost, but rather fallen into dormancy as far as PvM goes.. Knowing me, I'll try again sooner rather than later. I can do it, but with so much on mind, it's like a feat in itself for a boss at that grade. I am not writing off hybrid either. But we're talking a few months ahead yet. I want to get my comp back first..
I exit, by wishing you every success <3
13-Sep-2023 06:22:46