Torn
You know what I need to know?
If we’ll really reap what we sow,
Or if everything goes unpunished,
Or if there’s some master plan still unfinished,
Because I look around at this confusion,
This mass worldwide delusion,
And I can’t help but ask,
When can I take off this mask?
When can I be me,
Without fearing what others will see?
I speak aloud,
But in no way am I proud.
I’m torn at the heart,
Torn, torn, torn apart.
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Failure
So where do I go from here, overtaken by my own fear?
Which way’s up and which way’s down, I’m slippin’ away without a sound…
Gotta find my feet, gotta take this defeat.
I’m done with this; I shot, I missed*
The buzzer sounds, the ball hits the ground.
So the game’s done, and it’s just father and son,
“I let you down, Dad,” but he ain’t sad, he ain’t mad,
“Just…disappointed,” he explained as he pointed,
To my family legacy, everyone’s great except for me…
I’ve failed, I’ve failed,
I’ve failed you, Dad.
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Left Behind
If I told you I was real, would you believe?
Or would you reach and feel?
If I told you I would leave, would you watch me walk away?
Or would you try and stop me, and convince me to stay?
Sometimes I wonder if I can reach my destination,
if I can live up to these expectations…
I am devoured by myself,
Unread, a dusty book on a shelf.
I fear that I’m alone,
I fear that I’m the last seed still ungrown.
I’m left behind, but nobody hears me crying.
And if I left, what would you do?
As I wept, would you walk on too?
12-Jul-2011 11:31:27
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12-Jul-2011 11:40:18
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Croc 2251