Don't worry Christy. <3
I know exactly how you feel - thrown to the side and ignored, especially for something that didn't deserve the actions taken, and no one will even take the chance to see your side of the story. While it's true that things can be done with or without it, it's those who have lost it who suffer the most - primarily because of all the trolls constantly harassing and flaming you because they think you've done something to deserve said action. It's happened to me for over a year now, and I still get people doing it to me now, and all because a company has 0 care for the paying customers who are just trying to make a positive difference to the community.
It's also sad that it happens to the players actually generally making a difference to the community for others who get punished, yet you have others dancing around at Prif lode using it as a fashion statement, and not doing shit to represent the team in a positive light, or people who seem to do fuck all and get handed everything to them on a plate. If players were listened to more and their sides of a story taken into consideration, it would be a whole lot better.
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As a way I've been trying to combat these trolls, is to just play with PM off/clan off and just use Discord/Skype to talk to my close friends. It's not really working that effectively though, as people still manage to get attacks through to you either in-game, on the forums, or on social media.
If you need to talk more about this, feel free to PM me <3
Success is not final, failure is not fatal. It is the courage to continue that counts.