I'll get right into my honest heart in this late night ramble by talking about my biggest flaw:
Pride
It took me a while to realize my egotistical nature but I really came to my realizations when I gave away Camelot. I also realized I had become a bit of a hypocrite; disapproving of some certain individuals who had the gall to name roleplays after themselves while simultaneously referring to myself as the 'Elf Lord'
frankly that was all really dumb and ill elaborate on this later in my rant, but for now, some delayed backstory:
When I first acquired Camelot I had a certain dream in mind; an elven state of Camelot, finally providing elf rp that everyone, I believed, was head-over-heels interested in and would be happy to support
My co-leader disagreed, and we all know how this went
How I "emerged" from this arrangement could be argued a number of ways, but I'll delve into a certain topic here when i say i focused on the inside of the RP, acquiring new rpers who went on to back me up and RP within the kingdom, while my then-co-leader focused on acquiring outside sources for RP; cooperation with the other POK's, I'll keep it at that
We both had our disagreements until it popped
As it turns out though, we would never see whose method of creating activity was better, but I can tell you that when my co-leader departed, I was left with a hefty amount of RP'ers within the RP interested in working with me to make activity
A good leader would have used this mega population to create activity, plotlines and interesting scenarios
I had only one thought in mind, one goal; and that was an elven state. Instead of seeing this population as a blessing, I saw it as an obstacle, I thought to myself "How can I get all of these people to let go of their human characters and make elven ones"
This ties in with my downfall; pride
I believed everyone felt the same as I did; surely with the elven population I had, it proved people wanted elf RP. (Continued) --
Pride
It took me a while to realize my egotistical nature but I really came to my realizations when I gave away Camelot. I also realized I had become a bit of a hypocrite; disapproving of some certain individuals who had the gall to name roleplays after themselves while simultaneously referring to myself as the 'Elf Lord'
frankly that was all really dumb and ill elaborate on this later in my rant, but for now, some delayed backstory:
When I first acquired Camelot I had a certain dream in mind; an elven state of Camelot, finally providing elf rp that everyone, I believed, was head-over-heels interested in and would be happy to support
My co-leader disagreed, and we all know how this went
How I "emerged" from this arrangement could be argued a number of ways, but I'll delve into a certain topic here when i say i focused on the inside of the RP, acquiring new rpers who went on to back me up and RP within the kingdom, while my then-co-leader focused on acquiring outside sources for RP; cooperation with the other POK's, I'll keep it at that
We both had our disagreements until it popped
As it turns out though, we would never see whose method of creating activity was better, but I can tell you that when my co-leader departed, I was left with a hefty amount of RP'ers within the RP interested in working with me to make activity
A good leader would have used this mega population to create activity, plotlines and interesting scenarios
I had only one thought in mind, one goal; and that was an elven state. Instead of seeing this population as a blessing, I saw it as an obstacle, I thought to myself "How can I get all of these people to let go of their human characters and make elven ones"
This ties in with my downfall; pride
I believed everyone felt the same as I did; surely with the elven population I had, it proved people wanted elf RP. (Continued) --
Kingdom of Hynafiaid
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Bloxzor
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"Faith without works is dead."
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W41 Squad
01-Feb-2017 04:34:03 - Last edited on 01-Feb-2017 04:35:07 by BloxzorKBG
