So I have ridiculously high blood pressure, because...well they don't even know why, I just do.
I was prescribed medications, and they knock me on my [REDACTED] all the time and now I have no energy. Not only that, but I have congestive heart failure and kidney failure and I'm allegedly a Type 2 diabetic on top of it all.
I hate taking my meds, so I skip them so I can, like, get out of bed and not have to crawl on my hands and knees to the bathroom. Only, if I go a day or 2 my BP goes through the roof and not only that but I get pulmonary edema and I sound like a percolating coffee pot when I try to sleep.
This is a pretty morbid topic. Most people don't want to face their mortality, even when it's inevitable. I don't discuss my medical problems with strangers, Doctors and family only. If my closest friend brings it up I try to make it as brief as possible.
Just for your curiosity, I am facing my mortality.
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Let's flip a coin; heads I win, tails you lose. Fair enough?
I'm a bit confused as to why you posted this, I doubt you're going to get any better medical advice here. Are you just venting? Are you saying goodbye? Whatever the case, I applaud you for facing death head on, most people are far too cowardly to even contemplate it.
I'm going to lock this... not because I'm unsympathetic, quite the opposite - as others have said you shouldn't be getting medical advice on a gaming forum.
Please talk to someone. If you're meds are giving you problems, talk to your doctor/medical professional.
Again, apologies for having to lock this, I hope you understand the reasons why.
Who's the cat that won't cop out when there's danger all about?